I never wanted to break up with you but I felt I had too. I was so busy, my marks were dropping and I was losing my friends. I thought breaking up would be easy. I wrestled with the idea for a week before I did it. Once I decided to do it, it was easy... especially after you told me you cheated on me. I laughed. I didn't cry.

I thought we could be friends and the worst part of breaking up was over. But as the weeks passed I realized I missed you, a lot. I missed being held, and I missed seeing your "I'm crazy for you" smile ...